"suicide letter" meaning in English

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          "ref": "2021, “A Bloodsoaked Symphony”, in Kin, performed by Whitechapel:",
          "text": "My conscious froze when I felt the cold embrace of the hand that crafted me\nI set my soul ablaze, I crawled through the nether and left a suicide letter next to my own severed head\nI think I should be dead but that's the beauty of selling yourself to sin\nBut again, we are men craving winter's end\nWishing to live within our origin again\nThe door to immortality is shut",
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        "Synonym of suicide note."
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